December 2009
i hate myself so much. so much.
…..singing...
things always hit me right before i’m about to go to bed. serves as a bit of a problem, seeing as my mind spins and spins and spins and spins and spins and spins and spins.
then i don’t fall asleep for hours.
how much does your life weigh?
Now I want you to fill it with people. Start with casual acquaintances, friends of friends, folks around the office… and then you move into the people you trust with your most intimate secrets. Your brothers, your sisters, your children, your parents and finally your husband, your wife, your boyfriend, your girlfriend. You get them into that backpack, feel the weight of that bag. Make no...
sometimes
i still think about that day. i guess i thought you would come after me
help.
BOOKS
i want to read over break :) and couldn’t be more excited!
Lolita- Vladimir Nabokov
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius- Dave Eggers
Eat, Pray, Love- Elizabeth Gilbert
Killing Yourself to Live- Chuck Klosterman
Love in the Time of Cholera- Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Slaughterhouse-Five- Kurt Vonnegut
Everything Is Illuminated- Jonathan Safran Foer
also some bukowski, some...
in a previous entry i said that i didn't know how...
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i’m a hurricane inside.
