February 2011
What is this odd craving to acoustically sing Drake’s “Best I Ever Had” right now? Renee might be coming in here in 45 seconds, according to her text, so perhaps I’ll test this shit out.
#soweird
#shouldbereading.
The mind craves ease; it encourages the senses to recognize symbols, to gloss. It makes maps of our kitchen drawers and neighborhood streets; it fashions a sort of algebra out of life. And this is useful, even essential- X is the route to work, Y is the heft and feel of a nickel between your fingers. Without habit, the beauty of the world would overwhelm us. We’d pass out every time we...
I ruin everything with dinner. Pretttty much every day.
January 2011
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Emerge Danceworks auditions
Video credit: Nick Reynolds
Sh.
I’m nervous, I’m nervous, I’m nervous. I’m nervous for this semester.
Isn’t it a teensy bit pathetic, just a teensy bit, that this is my fourth semester here at Emerson and I’m still running around trying to find my place, trying to find something to really connect to, trying to find something I actually do well?
I feel like I’m always trying, and...
Day 27: A problem that you have had.
I can’t seem to stop picking at my nails, especially when I’m stressed or nervous. So basically I’m always picking at my nails.
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I need to stop going out.
It’s actually quite embarrassing how excited I am for this…
and this
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REQUIEM FOR A DREAM, directed by Darren Aronofsky (2000)
Things I shouldn’t have done today: have a chicken parm crepe.
Whatevz, I seriously think that thing got me full for the day. I’m set.
My Emerson Channel interview showed me that a) I need to prepare for interviews. Winging it is dumb, dumb, dumb. And b) I really, really should spend more time on CNN and less time on Tumblr and Twitter and Facebook.
Ugh. Man do I piss myself off sometimes.
Another thing. Something is going on at home, and I feel…I feel like I have no idea what to do. I feel like I should be dropping...
I CAN’T MAKE DECISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day 26: What kind of person attracts you.
Someone laid back
Someone really into music, and movies. And art.
Someone with facial hair
Someone whose a fantastic kisser
Someone who has the ability to laugh at themselves
Someone intelligent
Someone who won’t be afraid of my hyper moods, or my maniacal laugh
Someone who will look past my insecurities
Someone who loves to read
Someone...
I can’t stop feeling weird.
I hate the word hospital, a lot.
A lot a lot.
“I like too many things and get all confused and hung up running from one falling...”
– Jack Kerouac (via slylikeafox)
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Today is an odd day. I feel odd. I should feel happy, both my 8 am and 10 am classes were cancelled, but (and please, please get yourselves ready for the surprise of the century….) I didn’t really do anything productive in the five extra hours I was granted today. Well, I guess that’s not entirely true. Rachel versed me in the ways of Nicki Minaj, which I quite enjoyed. And then...
